RandomRedFox

So yeah I started uni last September and since then I haven't really had time to draw anything recreationally because my course is very demanding of my time and of course uni life is exhausting and I am expected to socialise and go out and drink till I can't walk (which I still refuse to do to the disappointment of my flatmates) pretty much every night and when I'm not doing that I'm trying to sleep. 

Sleep is a mythical thing at university apparently.

There is also an incredible amount of drama here. My Accommodation is about 5 miles away from town, so it's pretty isolated here and I think that may have something to do with it... I could look into the mechanics of why this is just a strange place to be but this journal entry wasn't supposed to be a long one.

I badly want to draw more often and do commissions, but I simply don't have the time anymore, sad times. 

Costume Design, however, is a fantastic course and I am currently enjoying my second term. It can be stressful, especially when each of my tutors are telling us to do different things (serious communication problem there) but it's fun. I actually have a lesson dedicated to using graphics tablets (in which I internally laugh at the amateurs in my class) but they make us use only photoshop and illustrator because Adobe hold the monopoly in industry and Sai isn't seen as professional software which I think needs to change because Sai is jut better in every way.

Anyway I need to stop procrastinating as I need to sleep and worry about the essay I need to write.... soon.... I will do it I promise....

Hey

So, I know I've been rather quite for the past... well, months, and this isn't just because it's the summer holidays and I have better things to do than be stuck inside on a computer (because I seriously don't have anything better to do) it's mainly because as most of you know Sai is only compatible with Windows, and my Windows laptop is on it's last legs. I'm currently doing a commission for AlyssaFoxAH and the amount of times I've had to redraw it has not helped my motivation, so thank you sucky laptop for randomly shutting down without warning me. 

However, I am making steady progress. The commission will be done soon! And because I've had to redraw it so many times on account of it not saving (also, thank you sucky laptop) it's actually looking better than when I started >.<

Because of my technological difficulties I've been going back to my sketch book and drawing things on paper like I used to (ahh them were the days...) and I don't think I've ever drawn so much in my life :L

Anyway, things and stuff are getting done,

Kam out~

I am now officially a fan of the new Robocop film I mean I just loved how they really stretched out the story and the original had so many possibilities and this one really made the plot a lot bigger and developed everything perfectly and it was just awesome.

I'm going to start setting serious personal deadlines, and this is actually an idea I've had for a while, but I can never actually think of how long it will take me to do a thing; I've just sort of thought 'oh it's okay I'll just wing it' but this time what with Uni interviews coming up I just feel like I need something more serious and concrete. Anyway in order to get this all straightened out I really need to think about what I need to do, so that's what I'm going to do now.

I am hating college right now. I litterally have no time to draw. I mean I could probably spend less time watching TV shows, but even doing that I feel guilty.